Tidak la sehebat mana pun

ya. Tidaklah sehebat manapun. Kelam kabut juga. very disorganized. No centralized meeting to coordinate all the different departments. This would never happen back then, Its like too many ego centric personalities with no compromises in sight. lots of finger pointing.

emm..mmm reality strikes hard.

GOT A NEW FRIEND

Darling Hubby tak terkata when I broke the news. The whole of last nite getting to know her. Susah juga. Mula-mula berkenalan ni banyak benda nak kena tahu. Gotta alot of catching up to do. Otherwise I will be quite incompetent , what with the facilities that she is offering.

Jumpa yang baru, tak dilupa yang lama. Masih lagi kawan baik. Jasa mu dikenang. You will still be my best friend. Despite offers from several members in the family to look after you, but for the time being, let me have you both as my best friends.

Gotta finish my presentation slides for next Saturday. Till now, no confirmation. How do I go, do I get to bunk in with the rest/ or do I have to book my own room?

Or is it off?

Betul kata orang tua -tua

Betul la kata orang tua-tua. Bila kita jadi boss, semua orang nak buat baik dengan kita. Tapi bila dah tak jadi boss, ada lah tinggal sorang dua yang nak buat baik dengan kita.

Yang lain , mana pi?

Dalam dunia yang penuh kepura-puraan ni macam tu lah adatnya. Tak payah terasa hati. Buat sakit hati aje.

Orang dulu-dulu kata... usah dikenang yang berlalu.

Tapi yang penting tuan badan mesti seronok . Niat mesti ikhlas.

Lega....

Radak aje

Ya, that was what I did yesterday, together with 2 sisters, my daughters , my nieces and nephews. Son-in law and third son in another room, a safe distance from us screaming ladies.

But it was fun, sheer blasted fun. Half of the time i sang out of tune. knowing and able to read the lyrics is one thing, but that definitely is not enough if the melody is not there. of course with a voice that is most unacceptable to the general public. But who cares. It was pure bliss...

All my flu symptoms flew out of the room for those four hours.

Alas, today its back to reality. I'm suffering from a heavy heavy massive headache that refuses to go away. gotta pay a visit to the doctor and check out my blood content for any lurking virus that have overstayed more than the scheduled 48 hours . It was tough driving downhill today cos i couldn't focus well.

if this persists, I'd probably take a day off tomorrow.

reading, reading and reading

that's all that i have doing these last few days. except for the occasional trip to do understudy, to get my email address, the rest of the time have been spent doing nothing but reading. almost finished 1 book on leadership style. quite interesting, looking from the emotional intelligence perspective. quite interesting.

time flies when you are into something. before you knew it, it is going home time.

2 days after

2 days after the last Ladap session with ex school teachers. Was addressed as the mantan so and so. Felt kinda nostalgic being there. Conducting a course . Didn't actually feel like the outsider but somewhere along the way, it was the final goodbye.

Thank you for a those lovely words of appreciation. thank you for all those lovely farewell gifts.

It was great while it lasted. But time to move on .

Feel kinda of light headed now.Plenty of time to do what i want to do. For the time being , lots of stress free days.

At least for the next 2 months or so.